These past few years have honestly been hell. As life goes on, I realize that happiness is only temporary. All I wanna do is be happy again. I wanna be able to really smile without having it to fake it so often. I really try to just do me and do what’s best for me now but I’m always putting other people’s happiness in front of mine, even if it means I’m really hurting on the inside. I’ve had many thoughts of not being in this world anymore and still do even though I know I shouldn’t take my life for granted because there are so many people who are fighting for their lives. But lately, I just don’t see the purpose of everything and it’s killing me inside. I really just hope things get better, but right now I’m really not seein the light at the end of the tunnel.
I honestly don’t understand why you think you can treat me the way you do…
